the files of nukirk

I’m not going to do any updates for a while on either this blog or the other, more popular blog. I’m at a point where I want to re-evaluate myself. I have been doing so for a while and I always thought I can do better.

I’ll be back. Just not sure when at the moment. 

The “We Respect Dark Women” tho? That’s got a queue running, so it will still do the 6 posts a day. 

I am not feeling myself, nor the stuff that I’m posting and frankly, when I think of things like that, I wanna… just take a break.

I’ll be back when I’m good and ready.

When you were younger and you watched old shows in Black and White, have this question ever been asked to your mom?

“Mom, was the world Black and White when you were young? How did you became so colorful when you’re old?”

Weed tumblrs, I am immune to you. 

It’s like “another weed post. Yeppie” and scroll past it.

All of this weed advertised to my eyes and I still don’t have an urge to smoke it…

… by myself.

I forget that I follow queer folks. 

But y’all always find a way to remind me. I have no problem with it…

but you sorta think I’ll get use to it by now…

So today, I gotten a call the people that want to help take care of my business name, incorporate and so on. They like the business plan, but they are wondering if I really need to incorporate in the first place. 

Before they go to the next step, they asked me if I have an accountant. My answer was no. They asked do you have your books in order…

What I wanted to say was…

My paperwork that I try to keep together were in a storage place, but I was a little behind in the bills, so along with the last of my life from Phoenix, my data from old machines, my music samples, and the last of my official paperwork is now all auctioned away to the highest bidder about 3 months back and I pray to the Universe that the IRS will accept the “er… I lost all the data of the last 10 years to my inability to pay my bills, I’m lucky to have backups of pictures and my only photo album is on me, so can we like… pretend the last 6 years didn’t happen and start anew?” 

(I am not over the fact that someone got my receipts from the World Series of 2001. Literally. My receipts. I worked those games. Next to the buttons I collected, those are my only proof of being at the World Series! THE WORLD SERIES!!!!)

What I said instead?

I said: ”My books are not as balanced as I would like them, but they pay the bills.”

They advise me that maybe it’s not best to incorporate until I get advise from an accountant. They will consider me after I get accountant advice, since it’s expensive and maybe counter-productive to do an Inc.

So… maybe I should just get a DBA, Trademark and call it a day?

So, I submitted a business plan and professional people wanna help me get my business name and corp out there. They want to pay for my business name and to incorporate my “startup”. $1000+ filing fees + states fees. For free.

Now, my business plan is unique. How so? The business plan is from $100 Startup… this Business plan literally has headings like “Ka-Ching” and “Hustling”.

And it’s only 3 pages long, with sentences short and to the point.

Yes. THREE. PAGES. LONG.

And people are taking me seriously. 

I think I got my swagger back. :)

ethereal-eyes:

i wish there was a mind reading app for making poems

theres words in me. theyre stuck.

a bunch of thoughts and emotions that i just cant breath enough life into. 

a bunch of words on the tip of my tongue. hiding under the surface waiting to sprout

There’s these - words - stuck on netural -
thoughts + emotions escapes my grasp…
Creeping ever so slightly on my tonuge
Vanishes like stars within city lights at night

There’s gotta be an app for that
So I can get the words in that trap
As I shoot them out, filling in gaps
of the strings of the guitar of craps…

wait… craps… raps… er… damn it…

the train left the station after “gaps”.

… And suddenly, the most boring topics to me becomes the most FASINCATING thing! And if she can change to an islander accent at a drop of a hat, then it’s on like Donkey Kong!

So, I recently got an email from a dating site that I joined YEARS ago and forgot it was active. (I forgot when I joined it, but it was out of boredom) The dating site was actually a Facebook app, so it copied all of my information from Facebook to it without me writing a profile. So, it wasn’t a dating profile.

But I do recall “who I would like to meet” being “Asian, Black/African Descent, Latino/Hispanic, Other”. Now, people still send me messages now. Most of the people interested in me are… White. (Nothing against White people, but the only ones I will even consider dating are those who managed to make me forget that they are indeed White, which sadly, never happened.) 

Today, this came into my Inbox. I would like to share it with you:

“Hello! How nice to see such wonderful man on this site. My heart has started to fight more strongly when I saw your profile and mine internally feeling has told to me, you that, which is necessary to me. I very much would like to learn you better, to share all things about myself with you, because I as open book girl. I would like stay touch with you and so i give to you my e-mail: *BLOCKED* If you are interested in me, that please communicate with me through my e-mail. Take care. Kiss you in your face only with your permission :) x.” 

This is me…

First time I’m looking for the deactivate account button so damn fast…

nukirk:

I’m gonna just do this for entertainment purposes. Especially since I haven’t been posting as much as I use to.

SO… here’s what we’re gonna do. 

Say “Hi” in my ask and I’ll tell you the following:

1. First impression
2. Truth is:
3. How old do you look
4. Have you ever made me laugh:
5. Have you ever made me mad:
6. Best feature:
7. Have I ever had a crush on you:
8. You’re my: tumblr poet buddy
9. Name in my phone:
10. Should you post this too?

A “Hi” is all you need… 

I’ll change it up and answer a random 11th question if you get creative with the “Hi”. :)

I did this before, but I’ll do it again, just for the hell of it. :)

I’m gonna just do this for entertainment purposes. Especially since I haven’t been posting as much as I use to.

SO… here’s what we’re gonna do. 

Say “Hi” in my ask and I’ll tell you the following:

1. First impression
2. Truth is:
3. How old do you look
4. Have you ever made me laugh:
5. Have you ever made me mad:
6. Best feature:
7. Have I ever had a crush on you:
8. You’re my: tumblr poet buddy
9. Name in my phone:
10. Should you post this too?